Post by Padmé on Feb 12, 2007 19:32:33 GMT
Are you sitting comfortably? Then I shall begin
Once upon a time....
3 years ago, my Brother decided to re-install his JK3 disc that he used to play on single player mode. Simon wanted to test our internet connection so he decided to test it on Multiplayer Online Mode on his JK3 disc. I used to watch him - fascinated with the game looking at the cool characters - the Jawas stole my heart - LOL
I kept staring, watching in anticipation! Simon asked me If I wanted a go - BAD MOVE Bourne! I loved it! It was so much fun! I loved the idea that this game isn't a 'boy' game - it's unisex and I loved the community side of JK3 - different ages, sex, race and backgrounds. Poor Simon - I kept stealing his PC so I could play the game.
I made friends with a few people and the 1st 2 people I made friends and grew close to were Cyborg and Badger (Grim Reaper back then)! Badger introduced me to a few people and soon enough , my WHITE n00b name was transformed to xXxPrincessJawa! I loved my time with xXx - using the Jawa model I once saw and loved. I became a Jawa with staff and how I loved to Butterfly and Kata - still a n00b at heart <3. Badger took me into servers for training and soon enough I exchanged my staff for single saber - I never looked back. After a few months, Badger left his clan and formed -CA- with Carnage Vortex. Badger invited me to go with him and so I did. -CA- is where I met my master and friend ZEGA. -CA- went through many changes and Bourne later joined and became a leader there. -CA-Princess-CL- was formed and soon I dropped my Jawa hoodie to become a twi'lek. I made some good friends in -CA- (Chaos Alliance) but my Brother wanted to make a clan of his own and I wanted to give him ALL my support. <CLERIC>Princess<DIS> was born and I pestered Cyborg to join! Eventually my long term Jawa friend joined Clerics and I was sooo happy ;D I made new friends in Clerics; including Orchid, NeB, CorruptMind, Stealth, 3lite, Orbz and many many more. In my early stages in Clerics, I found a little white name called Az. Az was lonely, and being picked on by a clan. I took Az under my wing - introduced him to Bourne who recruited him to Clerics - My 1st Padawan! It was around this time I was spending some time with Legendary Jedi - we got on very well. We got close to one another - playing in servers, role playing it was all good. LJ had some personal problems and it led to us not being as close as we were and really we haven't been close to each other since. It is sad but as the saying goes 'The show must go on'...
With the help of my master Zega, I was getting better and was enjoying taking part in clan TFFAs and CTF matches. When I reached Cleric (before any tunics) level I was playing around in random servers! This is where I found and met a VERY sad and disturbed )v(essy. He went through a VERY bad time and I felt VERY sad for him. I played a few duels with him and although I lost EVERY time I was fascinated by his skill - AND also his twi'lek colour skin! )v(essy and I became friends and eventually - his clan died and he had no where to go. )v(essy and I grew very fond of each other and so I invited him into Clerics where his reception from the clan was very poor. )v(essy soon fitted in with the clan, although there were still bitter people who didn't like him in our clan. Our relationship was blossoming and in the Summer of 2006 )v(essy and I decided to hold a JK3 ceremony of marriage to shoe ppl how much we loved and cared for one another. People laugh (and still do) at what we did BUT we didn't care. Our feelings for each other were strong and true. Soon after our ceremony, )v(essy became Princess Padme's PoP. PoP = Protector Of Padme (A unique tag for 1 player in Cleric). As time went on, )v(essy had changed, his attitude WAS improving but he couldn't let go of some of his past and this was deeply affecting me. I couldn't handle the sarcastic remarks or comments he made and I felt left out at times and to be honest I felt empty - it didn't feel right. I ended it with )v(essy - we weren't meant to be. )v(essy at this time was also leaving his home for Work Experience with his college. During the final stages of this relationship, I was feeling depressed, sad and lonely. At times I felt like giving everything up. I just felt so empty and low. My real life relationship with my ex boyfriend whom I was going out with for a few years went to pieces and after )v(essy I was feeling depressed.
I was sitting at my PC playing around when I noticed Bourne on his PC on his MSN talking to a guy. I was drawn to Bourne's MSN - the MSN photo of thr guy he was talking to was OMG DELICIOUS!! I was immediately attracted to this guy and started annoying my Brother with so many questions! Bourne, at this point, explained that the guy I was staring at was in actual fact the leader of the X-Raider team and his in-game name was /\xis. Bourne, being the lovely Brother he is ran off and told /\xis: "My Sister fancies / likes you"! I was sooooo embarassed - it was JUST like being at school! /\xis was curious about my age - and when Bourne told him - I think he was shocked. /\xis is 21 and I am 23. /\xis showed an interest in talking to me so we exchanged MSN addresses - we clicked as soon as we started talking. /\xis invited me to his server and I have never felt so happy - my smiles were coming back to me. This guy was making me feel like the Princess I have always dreamed of. I never looked back. I spent /spend EVERY minute I can with /\xis - he is my love - mon amour. We have made so many memories together and long may this continue. We hope to meet each other in real life sometime soon and make our dreams become reality. When we do, we are sure to post photos of us and our memories
Although my love remains to mon amour, I have so much love for you all. Each and Everyone of you have played a role in my JK3 life and I look forward to more memories with you guys.
Here I am today, 2007 - a new year more memories to be made.
To you all - Thank you for everything, your love and your support - I <3 you
A few dedications....
)v(essy - Thank you for letting me help you. I achieved my goal with you and please don't forget the good times
Bourne - My Brother, My friend, My Rock...
Badger - There to pick me up when I was n00b
Zega - Thank you for having the patience to teach me
CorruptMind - Kinky brother and sis - ALWAYS!
Peanut + Rattrap - (TwiddleDum + TwiddleDee) Always up to no good - LOL 21 dares boys?!?!
Stealth - Keep it real my Stealhilicious
Cube - Salve Prince Cube! ;D Kocham Cie
LJ - The endless laughs on WebCam!
Horizon (Chameleon) - A man of MANY colours and ALTS! LOL I <3 you Horizon. A friend from the VERY beginning and a Friend of mine till the VERY end. I can't thank you enough Horizon - thank you for looking after me
And to the rest of you.....
And they lived happily ever after!