Post by )v(essy on Feb 12, 2007 10:42:31 GMT
Where it all started, [MJK]
starting off 3 years ago, gamezmaster introduced me to a game that would inflict quite alot on me, making friends,foes,lovers this game has it all.. anyway, i joined on jka under Syria Y'ntal from [MJK] dunno if u guys remembered that clan it was red yellow and blue back then, now its black and white. [MJK]ApprenticeMessiah was born. I learned fast and advanced through the ranks just as fast as gamezmaster, we played hours days and night on that game after school, when gamez went 2 bed i trained on bots and other players, pretty soon i went over his head and became a vice general sumthing. together with syria we made the new colours for [MJK] the black and the white, in that time Kirby and Darkgeneral and Cody where my masters. i dunno if it was a joke to them but kirby pretended to be a girl, and cody a guy lol that was funny. also sumone called 'Undertaker' who really was syria after all, tested us as we went after him to challenge him, syria said 2 us find undertaker in a server and kill him. anyways after doing that we went on to becoming 1 rank under master. for months we tried becoming masters but syria wouldnt let us become 1 because there were 2 many masters. so being the badass i was i left [MJK] to search for a new clan.
{DrOiDz}
unable to find one, i decided to make my own with Gamezmaster it was called {DrOiDz} we decided that the rank BigBoss would be funny for master rank so we made it so that everyone could make a own rank. i think in a month we had about 20 members, most of them were MJK who wanted to join our clan, the one i remember the most from Droidz was MEEP , i spent hours and ages with that guy in lunge competitions. anyway after a long time people started to misbehave and we really couldnt control the clan anymore, so we decided to end it.
'EJ'
i then turned to one of the best on jka back then Iniatha, and wanted to join his 'EJ' should have MJK and EJ were against eachother back then, i got rejected in EJ it was to pro for me back then. so i decided to go and play further on my own. as The Messiah i trained for a few months and i found myself become pretty good.
[MJK]
so i tried joining MJK again, and became one rank under master again, i was frustrated about it cuz i could beat syria who was a master himself, this was conflict but i stayed for a while and beared it. Then as i was playing with gamezmaster on a server we saw this weird guy who was crashing us for no reason, hes named Smokey Mc Pot. We immidiatly hit off on the wrong foot and i cursed his ass off. he was pretty good fighter back then. so he fighted us and left, i decided to join a clan named LON or sumthing like that, i wasnt in it for long , it had really the best of jka in it, and i was really proud to be in. Anyways after a week, the clan broke up which was a shame, i decided i wouldnt join a clan for a while after that. so me and gamez were playing as we were just the 2 off us on a server as she connected..
{TA} and Hawkeye
HawkEye. she would play a big part in my JKA, before her i never took JKA all that seriously, she dueled us and we lost , i had sumthing with losing to girls so i said Hawk dammit u must be a girl right, and she said yes. we played for a few hours together on that one server together i think i never had that much fun on jka. We played Hide and seek, had duels and wampa rides etc. it was really funny. So for the next few months we played with 3, pretty soon another from {TA} became interested in Gamezmaster. he was this good guy model with a blue saber back then. her name was Ammeth. what can i say, its like a spark flew they were unseperatable for ages. I stepped back and continued in [MJK] then Hawkeye met Syria.. they totally got into a mayor fight. and because i thought Hawkeye was right and she was my friend i decided to leave [MJK] and go to {TA} a clan where i would spend almost 8 months of my JKA in. after doing sum kind of idiotic insane test with a rancor and steep vallys i passed. and joined as {TA}Osiris{KGT} Hawkeye who was Bastet they all followed greek gods names and u had 2 pick one, became my master, back then i had played for ages with Duals. which Angeldust had tought me. Hawkeye played single saber and i really wanted 2 learn to play with it 2 so i dropped duals and became a single saber user, she made me fight hordes of giant Wampa's and Rancors making me save her , lol it was funny:) she became a really good friend of me. the leader of {TA} nepthis was a cranky one, i really didnt like her, but i guess no1 did.
{WoG}
Hawkeye left her clan after several months, to make {Wog} The strongest clan i ever saw. i joined it and became its Champion -CH- ( {WøG})v(£§§IAH-CH- ) which basicly means ur the strongest fighter from that clan, we challenged clans all over jka and won all of em i think we won about 30 tffa's without losing. then Weevul who was also a leader of Wog decided 2 leave and the clan was no more , what a shame that was. Hawkeye, whos sister is Shinobu, shinobu had cancer in her breast, it was in the family , anyway shinobu had 2 go to the hospital and hawkeye went with her. i never saw either again.
+h£^ßLØØÐ¥^)v(£§§IAH and {ßLØØÐ¥}
Upset as i was by this i became +h£^ßLØØÐ¥^)v(£§§IAH. i was in pain.. I made {ßLØØÐ¥} a clan that would shake the very foundation of JKA. thats where it would all start.. I made lots of friends with bloody, i changed my name to Itachi, and became really good, i played hours days without sleeping. i trained on bots to become really good, hawkeye had wanted me 2 become really good in single sabers, she wanted me 2 become the best. and i promised i would do my best. so i did.. for months i trained really hard, i got many friends like Sasuke, Kisseli, Yondaime, Naruto, Tsunade, Dark General, Katyelle, Thoth, Skinner,Exe, Vamp, Gemini,Akura,Starty,Morph,Yave,Squirrel,Kratos,Vinthan, Yohiko, Cieph, Leo, Azkanan,Anselm, Flash, and many many more. they all became bloodys with me like bloody is now, and we went on a rampage, we challenged lots of clans starting off with MJK , it would be one of the hardest battles i ever played. they had GOA from 1.01 in their team which were back then the best. i think it was Itachi, Yondaime, Gemini, and DarkGeneral who played the first matchup for bloody, we played the best battle ever i think against MJK we won with 100-91 it was close all over the battle. after i beat MJK with this team i went on and felt invincible.
Shinigami '§'
after a long time i didnt feel like continuing bloody anymore, everyone was being an ass and it didnt feel right. so i stopped bloody and created Shinigami '§' a clan that would be famous for having a own rpg game. A clan made by Gemini and me who are big friends. The clan was soon joined by most of the old bloodys with sum old exeptions that wernt nice and misbehaved alot. I found myself with the trouble of calming my friends down who were so hyper on bloody they would destroy this clan, so i invited Iniatha a old master of JKA and also a respectic cleric now into shinigami. I had him help us out, we formed a council and everything went well till i had to go work for 5 months at a stage in Harderwijk. its a shame shinigami died, it was really good, it had the best players from every single clan i could think off, it had a good community with people who were very creative and made maps, models, games, sounds etc for us it was great, if i looked back on that i think thats one of the best clans i made. I remember one match with Zulu that we had and we absolutly ownt em. it was a really cool match and we even made a video about it. u can find it below
www.youtube.com/watch?v=nkH887J9Rso
^
|
|
a must watch: a match with Iniatha, Messy, Yondaime and Gemini.
d**n that video is funny when i look back on it.
after the match with zulu shinigami kinda went dead after i had to leave for stage. its a shame it died i really wanted to keep it alive.
{ßLØØÐ¥} Revival
after i got back from my work i reacreated bloody with a new story it would be based on naruto this time. It hit off really great and i put off alot of work in it. The story was that with Hokages and the ranking system from Naruto i would build a 7 team devided clan. so 7 loose teams would all together be Bloody. Star,Fire,Anbu,Water,Grass,Wind,Lightning. and with 7 exxelent fighters i made a new clan. the fighters were
Hokage = Messy ^{ßLØØÐ¥}^Itachi^-HK-
KazeKage= Gemini ^{ßLØØÐ¥}^Zabuza^-KK-
TsuchiKage= Sasuke ^{ßLØØÐ¥}^Sasuke^-TK-
Anbu Leader = Yondaime ^{ßLØØÐ¥}^Yondaime^-AL-
Mizukage = Orochimaru ^{ßLØØÐ¥}^Kisame^-MK-
Raikage = (used 2 be Shinobu) Skinner ^{ßLØØÐ¥}^Shinobu/Kibito^-RK-
StarKage= Katyelle ^{ßLØØÐ¥}^Katyelle^-SK-
Hunter nin = Gamezmaster ^{ßLØØÐ¥}^Gamezmaster^-HL-
Akatsuki = Messy ^Akatsuki^Itachi.
those were the leaders of the 7 differnt divisions in my clan bloody
the divisions were divided into ranks. Kage(-HK or KK or MK or RK or TK or SK),
Sannin(-S-), Jounin(-J-), Chounin(-C-),Genin (-G-), Student (-S-)
every team had 7 members max. they would then all have seperate matches.
{CA} and the change
when i went out with a team of hokages for a match i stumbled on a clan called {CA} i remember clearly there were 2 people there and we challenged them for a match Princess Padme and Nefem. we had our match and normally it was chaos cuz thats wot it was. but not this time they said hello and were all friendly and i was like wtf.. so then we beat them i think it was 13-0 when one of em left (nefem) then Princess Padme finished the match all by herself and thanked us for the matchup and left the server. i was like huh why is she so friendly to me, even when im being so horrible to her and her clan. and it hit me in the face like a brick that i liked her. for the following week, i tried to find her online and started talking to her she was so kind and nice to me then i couldnt find her for a bit. i felt sad that i couldnt find her anymore. then i realized i got attached to her it was the first time i felt happy since i was playing with hawkeye and gamezmaster, i started 2 enjoy the game again.
Çleriç and Protector of Padme.
i remember well that i came to cleric, i came in the server and met bourne and corruptmind , at first i wanted 2 have a match, and we played a match, i remember us winning/losing a tffa and the final tffa went 2 bloody, after having a fight i left they thanked me and i noticed padme was there to she said she knew me.. i was like em who are u, and got interested in her. so from one thing came another and we started flirting with eachother, i remember well that i felt happy, i forgot to make servers for bloody to go see padme, i jsut didnt care anymore for bloody so i put it on inactive. i went to go see padme and she asked if i wanted to play with her, she was fun to be around, she had many friends who were nice and others didnt like me, i didnt care about that all that much. I liked hanging out with her so much i decided i would try to join cleric. Telling bourne fully what i had caused all over JKA, and that i would stop doing that to find peace and quiet and love in cleric. (' Its enough for this restless warrior just to be with u') Me and padme played for hours together, we was flirting every time i saw her and then this day when i told her how i had come to cleric for her she said 4 words ill never forget again, I Love u Tommy. I felt all warm inside when she said that and got goozebumps all over my body. i looked at her and i just had to kiss her
we made love all over the map with the church on it:P lol that was funny. ratty even wanted to video tape it lmao, and the scary thought was it was padmes idea.
i noticed straight away i had invaded sumthing, clerics started disliking me for being so close with padme, it felt awkward, the only friends i made in cleric were Padme and Bourne. there were many clerics that knew me and disliked me for what i did in the past etc. I tried to explain that i wasnt like that anymore, and after a long and painfull experience for padme with pean,and stealth etc. they let her go and we could finally be together. we decided 2 get married in a church on jka, lol little did we know what kind of commotion that would stirr up. as a wedding ring she decided to wear my )v( in her name, i felt flattered and happy. shortly after the commotion she held a competition for Protector of Padme, a competition i wanted to win, i tried my hardest , turned out to be the only interested and won. i had gained sumthing important 2 me, a little piece in my name that reminded me of Padme..{PoP} we had alot of fun with going around taking a swim in the water, riding wampas into the sunset, hanging out in romantic place etc. it was fun and i wanted to make her a skin, she noticed that i could and she asked me for 1. it turned out really nice u can see it where padmes story is. i also made myself a skin with Pop on my back also in padmes story. with 2 characters intensly kissing. it rememberd me of our first 'kiss' if there was ever to be one in real life. it was like a fantasy. After us being together for almost 4 months without any fuss, peope started 2 severly harass us. challenging me or hurting padme to get 2 me. we wernt happy with it. padme and me decided to go to bourne and bourne acted accordingly and removed several people from cleric. the herassment wouldnt stop there, they came 2 the server and herassed us so much that we couldnt play normally, padme became severly depressed several times and i tried to help her as well as i could.. I made a big mistake and i couldnt fix it anymore, padme needed a break from me.. i felt sad ..i tried to change myself, get rid of the evil side inside .. but i couldnt.. i really tried 
i talked with corruptmind alot and with bourne 2. and i realised.. that soon i had to go to work again.. the second and last part of my work for my school and it would involve moving to a other location with hardly any internet.. i heard shortly after finding this out that padme had met some other guy.. i realised that i couldnt be there for her anymore after that doomed day that i had to go work far away so i decided to let her go.. i pushed her into his arms and walked away.. she asked me to drop the Protector of Padme , and she took off the 'ring' i gave her.. my )v(. after that i felt sad.. it didnt go to well with me for several days.. i didnt sleep or eat alot. and then i had to go work.. i said goodbye with my most happy smile and set off to a new adventure far from padme and axis.. and hoped to forget her and move on.. i made a bloody in cleric.. a new bloody , with rules and guidelines, and only cool and relaxed people are in.. im really proud of it and i hope to see it grow into a seriously kickass great tffa team.. i hope to spend a long time in cleric, and help it grow. this is my story .. i hope u all liked it ,
Messy Clan Trainer, Cleric
starting off 3 years ago, gamezmaster introduced me to a game that would inflict quite alot on me, making friends,foes,lovers this game has it all.. anyway, i joined on jka under Syria Y'ntal from [MJK] dunno if u guys remembered that clan it was red yellow and blue back then, now its black and white. [MJK]ApprenticeMessiah was born. I learned fast and advanced through the ranks just as fast as gamezmaster, we played hours days and night on that game after school, when gamez went 2 bed i trained on bots and other players, pretty soon i went over his head and became a vice general sumthing. together with syria we made the new colours for [MJK] the black and the white, in that time Kirby and Darkgeneral and Cody where my masters. i dunno if it was a joke to them but kirby pretended to be a girl, and cody a guy lol that was funny. also sumone called 'Undertaker' who really was syria after all, tested us as we went after him to challenge him, syria said 2 us find undertaker in a server and kill him. anyways after doing that we went on to becoming 1 rank under master. for months we tried becoming masters but syria wouldnt let us become 1 because there were 2 many masters. so being the badass i was i left [MJK] to search for a new clan.
{DrOiDz}
unable to find one, i decided to make my own with Gamezmaster it was called {DrOiDz} we decided that the rank BigBoss would be funny for master rank so we made it so that everyone could make a own rank. i think in a month we had about 20 members, most of them were MJK who wanted to join our clan, the one i remember the most from Droidz was MEEP , i spent hours and ages with that guy in lunge competitions. anyway after a long time people started to misbehave and we really couldnt control the clan anymore, so we decided to end it.
'EJ'
i then turned to one of the best on jka back then Iniatha, and wanted to join his 'EJ' should have MJK and EJ were against eachother back then, i got rejected in EJ it was to pro for me back then. so i decided to go and play further on my own. as The Messiah i trained for a few months and i found myself become pretty good.
[MJK]
so i tried joining MJK again, and became one rank under master again, i was frustrated about it cuz i could beat syria who was a master himself, this was conflict but i stayed for a while and beared it. Then as i was playing with gamezmaster on a server we saw this weird guy who was crashing us for no reason, hes named Smokey Mc Pot. We immidiatly hit off on the wrong foot and i cursed his ass off. he was pretty good fighter back then. so he fighted us and left, i decided to join a clan named LON or sumthing like that, i wasnt in it for long , it had really the best of jka in it, and i was really proud to be in. Anyways after a week, the clan broke up which was a shame, i decided i wouldnt join a clan for a while after that. so me and gamez were playing as we were just the 2 off us on a server as she connected..
{TA} and Hawkeye
HawkEye. she would play a big part in my JKA, before her i never took JKA all that seriously, she dueled us and we lost , i had sumthing with losing to girls so i said Hawk dammit u must be a girl right, and she said yes. we played for a few hours together on that one server together i think i never had that much fun on jka. We played Hide and seek, had duels and wampa rides etc. it was really funny. So for the next few months we played with 3, pretty soon another from {TA} became interested in Gamezmaster. he was this good guy model with a blue saber back then. her name was Ammeth. what can i say, its like a spark flew they were unseperatable for ages. I stepped back and continued in [MJK] then Hawkeye met Syria.. they totally got into a mayor fight. and because i thought Hawkeye was right and she was my friend i decided to leave [MJK] and go to {TA} a clan where i would spend almost 8 months of my JKA in. after doing sum kind of idiotic insane test with a rancor and steep vallys i passed. and joined as {TA}Osiris{KGT} Hawkeye who was Bastet they all followed greek gods names and u had 2 pick one, became my master, back then i had played for ages with Duals. which Angeldust had tought me. Hawkeye played single saber and i really wanted 2 learn to play with it 2 so i dropped duals and became a single saber user, she made me fight hordes of giant Wampa's and Rancors making me save her , lol it was funny:) she became a really good friend of me. the leader of {TA} nepthis was a cranky one, i really didnt like her, but i guess no1 did.
{WoG}
Hawkeye left her clan after several months, to make {Wog} The strongest clan i ever saw. i joined it and became its Champion -CH- ( {WøG})v(£§§IAH-CH- ) which basicly means ur the strongest fighter from that clan, we challenged clans all over jka and won all of em i think we won about 30 tffa's without losing. then Weevul who was also a leader of Wog decided 2 leave and the clan was no more , what a shame that was. Hawkeye, whos sister is Shinobu, shinobu had cancer in her breast, it was in the family , anyway shinobu had 2 go to the hospital and hawkeye went with her. i never saw either again.
+h£^ßLØØÐ¥^)v(£§§IAH and {ßLØØÐ¥}
Upset as i was by this i became +h£^ßLØØÐ¥^)v(£§§IAH. i was in pain.. I made {ßLØØÐ¥} a clan that would shake the very foundation of JKA. thats where it would all start.. I made lots of friends with bloody, i changed my name to Itachi, and became really good, i played hours days without sleeping. i trained on bots to become really good, hawkeye had wanted me 2 become really good in single sabers, she wanted me 2 become the best. and i promised i would do my best. so i did.. for months i trained really hard, i got many friends like Sasuke, Kisseli, Yondaime, Naruto, Tsunade, Dark General, Katyelle, Thoth, Skinner,Exe, Vamp, Gemini,Akura,Starty,Morph,Yave,Squirrel,Kratos,Vinthan, Yohiko, Cieph, Leo, Azkanan,Anselm, Flash, and many many more. they all became bloodys with me like bloody is now, and we went on a rampage, we challenged lots of clans starting off with MJK , it would be one of the hardest battles i ever played. they had GOA from 1.01 in their team which were back then the best. i think it was Itachi, Yondaime, Gemini, and DarkGeneral who played the first matchup for bloody, we played the best battle ever i think against MJK we won with 100-91 it was close all over the battle. after i beat MJK with this team i went on and felt invincible.
Shinigami '§'
after a long time i didnt feel like continuing bloody anymore, everyone was being an ass and it didnt feel right. so i stopped bloody and created Shinigami '§' a clan that would be famous for having a own rpg game. A clan made by Gemini and me who are big friends. The clan was soon joined by most of the old bloodys with sum old exeptions that wernt nice and misbehaved alot. I found myself with the trouble of calming my friends down who were so hyper on bloody they would destroy this clan, so i invited Iniatha a old master of JKA and also a respectic cleric now into shinigami. I had him help us out, we formed a council and everything went well till i had to go work for 5 months at a stage in Harderwijk. its a shame shinigami died, it was really good, it had the best players from every single clan i could think off, it had a good community with people who were very creative and made maps, models, games, sounds etc for us it was great, if i looked back on that i think thats one of the best clans i made. I remember one match with Zulu that we had and we absolutly ownt em. it was a really cool match and we even made a video about it. u can find it below
www.youtube.com/watch?v=nkH887J9Rso
^
|
|
a must watch: a match with Iniatha, Messy, Yondaime and Gemini.
d**n that video is funny when i look back on it.
after the match with zulu shinigami kinda went dead after i had to leave for stage. its a shame it died i really wanted to keep it alive.
{ßLØØÐ¥} Revival
after i got back from my work i reacreated bloody with a new story it would be based on naruto this time. It hit off really great and i put off alot of work in it. The story was that with Hokages and the ranking system from Naruto i would build a 7 team devided clan. so 7 loose teams would all together be Bloody. Star,Fire,Anbu,Water,Grass,Wind,Lightning. and with 7 exxelent fighters i made a new clan. the fighters were
Hokage = Messy ^{ßLØØÐ¥}^Itachi^-HK-
KazeKage= Gemini ^{ßLØØÐ¥}^Zabuza^-KK-
TsuchiKage= Sasuke ^{ßLØØÐ¥}^Sasuke^-TK-
Anbu Leader = Yondaime ^{ßLØØÐ¥}^Yondaime^-AL-
Mizukage = Orochimaru ^{ßLØØÐ¥}^Kisame^-MK-
Raikage = (used 2 be Shinobu) Skinner ^{ßLØØÐ¥}^Shinobu/Kibito^-RK-
StarKage= Katyelle ^{ßLØØÐ¥}^Katyelle^-SK-
Hunter nin = Gamezmaster ^{ßLØØÐ¥}^Gamezmaster^-HL-
Akatsuki = Messy ^Akatsuki^Itachi.
those were the leaders of the 7 differnt divisions in my clan bloody
the divisions were divided into ranks. Kage(-HK or KK or MK or RK or TK or SK),
Sannin(-S-), Jounin(-J-), Chounin(-C-),Genin (-G-), Student (-S-)
every team had 7 members max. they would then all have seperate matches.
{CA} and the change
when i went out with a team of hokages for a match i stumbled on a clan called {CA} i remember clearly there were 2 people there and we challenged them for a match Princess Padme and Nefem. we had our match and normally it was chaos cuz thats wot it was. but not this time they said hello and were all friendly and i was like wtf.. so then we beat them i think it was 13-0 when one of em left (nefem) then Princess Padme finished the match all by herself and thanked us for the matchup and left the server. i was like huh why is she so friendly to me, even when im being so horrible to her and her clan. and it hit me in the face like a brick that i liked her. for the following week, i tried to find her online and started talking to her she was so kind and nice to me then i couldnt find her for a bit. i felt sad that i couldnt find her anymore. then i realized i got attached to her it was the first time i felt happy since i was playing with hawkeye and gamezmaster, i started 2 enjoy the game again.
Çleriç and Protector of Padme.
i remember well that i came to cleric, i came in the server and met bourne and corruptmind , at first i wanted 2 have a match, and we played a match, i remember us winning/losing a tffa and the final tffa went 2 bloody, after having a fight i left they thanked me and i noticed padme was there to she said she knew me.. i was like em who are u, and got interested in her. so from one thing came another and we started flirting with eachother, i remember well that i felt happy, i forgot to make servers for bloody to go see padme, i jsut didnt care anymore for bloody so i put it on inactive. i went to go see padme and she asked if i wanted to play with her, she was fun to be around, she had many friends who were nice and others didnt like me, i didnt care about that all that much. I liked hanging out with her so much i decided i would try to join cleric. Telling bourne fully what i had caused all over JKA, and that i would stop doing that to find peace and quiet and love in cleric. (' Its enough for this restless warrior just to be with u') Me and padme played for hours together, we was flirting every time i saw her and then this day when i told her how i had come to cleric for her she said 4 words ill never forget again, I Love u Tommy. I felt all warm inside when she said that and got goozebumps all over my body. i looked at her and i just had to kiss her
we made love all over the map with the church on it:P lol that was funny. ratty even wanted to video tape it lmao, and the scary thought was it was padmes idea.
i noticed straight away i had invaded sumthing, clerics started disliking me for being so close with padme, it felt awkward, the only friends i made in cleric were Padme and Bourne. there were many clerics that knew me and disliked me for what i did in the past etc. I tried to explain that i wasnt like that anymore, and after a long and painfull experience for padme with pean,and stealth etc. they let her go and we could finally be together. we decided 2 get married in a church on jka, lol little did we know what kind of commotion that would stirr up. as a wedding ring she decided to wear my )v( in her name, i felt flattered and happy. shortly after the commotion she held a competition for Protector of Padme, a competition i wanted to win, i tried my hardest , turned out to be the only interested and won. i had gained sumthing important 2 me, a little piece in my name that reminded me of Padme..{PoP} we had alot of fun with going around taking a swim in the water, riding wampas into the sunset, hanging out in romantic place etc. it was fun and i wanted to make her a skin, she noticed that i could and she asked me for 1. it turned out really nice u can see it where padmes story is. i also made myself a skin with Pop on my back also in padmes story. with 2 characters intensly kissing. it rememberd me of our first 'kiss' if there was ever to be one in real life. it was like a fantasy. After us being together for almost 4 months without any fuss, peope started 2 severly harass us. challenging me or hurting padme to get 2 me. we wernt happy with it. padme and me decided to go to bourne and bourne acted accordingly and removed several people from cleric. the herassment wouldnt stop there, they came 2 the server and herassed us so much that we couldnt play normally, padme became severly depressed several times and i tried to help her as well as i could.. I made a big mistake and i couldnt fix it anymore, padme needed a break from me.. i felt sad ..i tried to change myself, get rid of the evil side inside .. but i couldnt.. i really tried 
i talked with corruptmind alot and with bourne 2. and i realised.. that soon i had to go to work again.. the second and last part of my work for my school and it would involve moving to a other location with hardly any internet.. i heard shortly after finding this out that padme had met some other guy.. i realised that i couldnt be there for her anymore after that doomed day that i had to go work far away so i decided to let her go.. i pushed her into his arms and walked away.. she asked me to drop the Protector of Padme , and she took off the 'ring' i gave her.. my )v(. after that i felt sad.. it didnt go to well with me for several days.. i didnt sleep or eat alot. and then i had to go work.. i said goodbye with my most happy smile and set off to a new adventure far from padme and axis.. and hoped to forget her and move on.. i made a bloody in cleric.. a new bloody , with rules and guidelines, and only cool and relaxed people are in.. im really proud of it and i hope to see it grow into a seriously kickass great tffa team.. i hope to spend a long time in cleric, and help it grow. this is my story .. i hope u all liked it ,Messy Clan Trainer, Cleric
