Post by ~Eld!rian on Feb 25, 2007 19:55:15 GMT
1. Beginnings
I was used to play JKA single-player very often. It's my favourite Star Wars game ever. I finished it many times on Jedi Master difficult. I knew every secret section and area and every tricks and cheats. But it started to bore me - I turned to find out what multiplayer mode is.
Whole history of my online-playing began very long time ago. First time I played JKA online was about 2,5 year ago but I had too slow modem. I lagged so awfully that everyone was kicking me out. After a week of playing I gave up.
It took some time till my father bought a new modem - ADSL. It was so fast, well, at least faster than last one. I really entered the game 15 months ago in Autumn 2005. I was really happy - I'll be able to play JKA online! Finally my dream will come true! I was wondering if I'll be able to beat anyone there - in the 'real' game. So I chose my first skin and my green saber with katarn hilt. Need to say I started with Single saber cos I loved it from SP and from movies. I made up my name - Eldirian, it was written with no colours and no alt-codes, actually I didn't had a clue what does these means.
I scoped whole list of servers and I chose {AX} server. I didn't know anything about clans, teams or anything like that. I was total noob as everyone who just joined game for first. I was exactly like one of those noobish, kata users and it was no problem to kill me.
Oh man, how I loved to play it. I was in eager to learn to be better. But I couldn't I didn't have anyone to teach me. No friends, no allies. These weeks were like a horror for me. I had to stand those vulgar names with which skilled players called me. I used to join only AX server - and I liked it so much. There were no lags, non-laming players. I had played for 3 weeks and I went better a bit. I could to attack with more accuracy, I stopped to kata...with these new skills I've started to beat some players. Still so noobish, with even no dream about moves like delay, poke or carthwheel.
I changed my name to Sir_Eldirian (still with no colours - only white) and gave myself an attribute - green saber, I wielded always green saber. Well, sometimes I tried to play with girl model with name Rinoa, but I liked the male one more. As my skills grew as I was getting into a deep layers of players. And that time I've met my first great friend. We had a brilliant duels - our skills were almost the same. It was never certain who will win. That time he wore name (UJ) TiTi ... he was from UJ clan (it died). It was my dream to join his clan, but he responded that UJ is pure French clan and my dream was broken.
We love to fight each other everytime we had met. And TiTi was the one who taught me how to colour my name. I changed it immidiatelly to Eldirian in green. I started to find some new friends. Another my really good friend was ^Archangel. I had met him deep in night when I was training. Pity I lost him, he didn't remember me now. I was wandering around searching for clan to join. I was asking everywhere - nothing, I was too noobish for them.
2. My first clan
My training became really hard with no mercy. I visited AX server everyday and my biggest dream was to join them. I found out that AX is recruting every 1st day of a month. I beat one of AX many times and I told him I want to join them - he responded OK, you're good. Come to try outs I will wait on you to test you. Oh MAN! I was so happy! My dream was so near, so easy to reach.
Good to say is that I was true Jedi, dedicated, loyal, good-hearted and I had a need of friends to teach me.
My D-Day was coming but that time happened something strange. I've met one of my best friend ever on JKA - Mirage. He was playing, full of energy, full of courage. He wore tag: [LHJ]^Mirage (Alpha). I had to attend him in duel. First I asked one thing - If he will accept me to LHJ clan if I will beat him. He laughed and agreed. I was boasting about that I can beat him easily. It was a very challenging talk. He responded that LHJ doesn't accept arrogant and noobish players. And.....I did it! I beat him. So it happened like this - kind of stake and I was in LHJ. I was so proud of my new clan. When I was putting LHJ tag on I was smiling at everyone. I didn't had any rank I was just [LHJ] Eldirian. With Mirage we became close friends. So my carrier in AX clan was gone and I joined unknown clan with no info about it. The ways of fate are unpredictable.
I started to be interested in clan things more. WeeD, the highest leader of LHJ was like a mystic person for me. If I met her in some server, she was speaking only to Mirage. I really envied their relationship as leaders. I wished soo much to be more involved in clan. And one day, after 3 weeks in clan, Mirage came and told me that I can be promoted to Jedi Knight. Mirage, as I said, was my best friend there. The promotion I could get only if I will beat him 3 times of 5 duels. It was a nonsense to try, fooliness - I was too weak for it. But I did it! I beat him 2 times and it was heading to last duel. My nerves were drawing all around. And Mirage did one friendly act - he let me to win, he slowed down, changed style to yellow and I killed him easilly. I didn't mind it I was too happy to tell him he let me win.
As a Jedi Knight I started to train very hard, day-by-day, and my skills came with it. My rank allowed me to recruit new members. I tried it very soon, well too soon. I did many mistakes. I was unexperienced and too dedicated. I did recruited many people, most of them I can't remember now. I was gaining experience in battle really quickly, my power grew up. I did duel Mirage many times, and we did play often, but I won only rarely - his staff was too powerful for me. I was defending LHJ good name everyday I did everything what I could for clan. One day, it was about 3 weeks after promotion to Jedi Knight, WeeD came. I did want to talk to her, she was so secret so closed for me. She said if I want to be a Jedi Master. I said it would be the greatest honour to be so. But it wasn't so simple. I had to persuade her that I am good enough - and of course I wasn't I thought. She promoted me and I was so happy as a new master can be. Wonderful! I love it - [LHJ] Eldirian (JM). As I approached to online servers with this name, they were laughing at me. Master? Lol, he is a noob not a master. It made me very sad and I made up my mind to train everyday, every moment I played. That time I knew almost of techniques - delay was my very favourite. And finally my first very imporatant event I did. I've met person by name of Hao Asakura. He/she (I didn't know) was Czech like me and he was as powerful as I was. And it was my first recruited person which stayed in LHJ and is still my good friend. I didn't know how it happened that he wasn't assigned as my padawan. Oh, I remembered. He was as good as I was so I just couldn't teach him anything new, because I was still too noobish.
3. Being the leader and the LHJ
Time went by and I was enjoying time in clan. Till the time I went to the LHJ forum. I had a new message from WeeD - I was so surprised and confused - any problem with me? I was quite worried. I opened it and saw a invitation to join LHJ clan as an Alpha! My heart beated so fast, I read it again, and again. I can't express my happiness here. I knew that it will be very hard job to be an Alpha. But it was my dream to lead a clan and to do everything for it. First time I came to WeeD as a Alpha I felt like a shy novice. I saw that I did corrupt the relationship between Mirage and WeeD somehow. I didn't know what to do so I was sad and I didn't have anyone to say about my feelings. I didn't stop training till I saw that I can beat all noobs in game.
One day I was playing around with Sinistra. He informed me that he knows player called Stitch who wants to join our clan. I looked at him. I saw some noob guy with staff - one of those I kill everyday. I responded that LHJ doesn't recruit staff noobs. Stitch told me that he's not a noob and that he will start to use single tomorrow. I don't know even now why I recruited him, but I did it. And it happened - I received my first padawan. I was supposed to teach althought I wasn't good enough.
Stitch was young, full of live energy, joking, smiling and so dedicated to learn. Stitch was my 2nd best friend in game. I taught him everything I learned. Then our training gained other face. We both were learning from each other. We were like brothers, twins. We had about 200 duels and kills each other many many times. Stitch and I became powerful, at least more powerful than ever before. And in the end of our training it was an honour to promote him to Jedi Knight. There's a bond which hold us together whatever we do.
As weeks were passing by I gained terrifying abillities - I could do anything. Delay, poke, wiggle and battle carthwheel. However I learned it from my teachers. I've never had a master in that mean of word. One of the most powerful players in the game was teaching me poke and all the other techniques. Without him I would never be so good as I am now. But say the truth I did learn everythin on my own. My effort, my hard self-training. Difficult days of fighting and standing those calling that I am a noob. It was worth for it. All what I've done was for LHJ clan.
I taught my first padawan to Jedi Knight - successfully. The Fate brought to me another good boy. Stello, he was Stitch's friend but he wasn't in LHJ. He was completelly different from Stitch but I got him as my padawan. Stello was, however, one of the the quickest learning padawan ever. I taught him everything in only 20 days - and then he was really hard opponent for me, and I promoted him to Jedi Knight. Stello is one who is our elite battle power. It was my second success, after so many fallen padawans.
4. Midtime in LHJ:
As Christmas approached LHJ clan started to suffer. WeeD, our Alpha, have to go to work to buy new modem for non-stop server. The biggest responsibility was given to myself. I was the only leader online. Mirage was away, he couldn't play JKA. That time I was alone I've realized how hard is to lead clan and I promised myself that I will stay loyal to WeeD forever. Many members saw that something is wrong - some of them left. However, there were persons who supported me. Alienator, our best dualist ever, was encouraging me too. Althought I heard and saw by my own that he was quite strange. I saw something like spying and betraying. And also Mr_LoL was with me quite often, but I don't remember him much. Only one person was with me everyday - Stitch. I can't thank him enough for it, he encouraged me when I was down. He behaved like a true Jedi Master- however he was only Jedi Knight. After bad month and a half I heard WeeD will come back soon - my nightmare was over.
When WeeD returned it was like start of Spring. Everything grew back again - she is like an angel for LHJ. No WeeD - no LHJ. I was very glad to see her again. Since that time we've became closer friends. I found her sad and discouragede and so I told her my promise to be with LHJ to the end of it. LHJ was turning to better situation. Stitch deserved the final promotion - he is Jedi Master now. Mr_LoL got a promotion too - we've had two Masters so far. Third is Apocalypse, but he isn't with us since November and I really miss him. I'll keep one place for him forever. Bad new was that Alienator left us to form a new clan - The Werewolves.
Time passed by far more quicker and happier - our relationship as leaders with WeeD grew up to the highest co-operation, now we are solving clan problems in Alpha Council. Before 3 weeks happened one of the biggest strike to my heart. My best friend Mirage left our clan. It was followed by stange circumstances. And if you're there Mirage and reading this I tell you - I will not forget about you. You are the one who deserved that I am what I am. Only thing I can say here is Thank you. I was astounded for 2 days totally. It's better now, but there's still a wound in my heart.
In these times I slowed down my activity and started to care about small amount of padawans making them very good members and fighters. One of my best is Lucian. One of the most loyal members, help-giver, encouraging, trusting friend. I cant say nothing but thank you, Lucian.
As some time passed by some difficulties and personal troubles occured. WeeD had hard personal problems and I had some, too. All the members knew it and started to get worried. And they were right. We had some misunderstanding caused by opposite opinions. I didn't have any choice but leave my beloved clan. I can't type here what I felt but those ones who knows me will understand me for sure.
For the end I'd like to say only one thing LHJ was my first home and I loved it so much.
5. Finding new goal:
It was May 2006. Well, my situation looked really gravy. Thrown away by myself to lonelyness. But I still had all of my friends who stayed in LHJ clan. It took many weeks to realize it's just a part of my history and I have to live on. What was my situation like? I was a leader, with worthy experience and skills, trained many players and was more than average fighter. I received some offers from other powerful clans to join them with honor ranks. I refused.
There is no better clan than LHJ is(actually it died as soon as I left - I was the gathering power). So I turned back to my old dream. To be a great skilled and wise teacher. I started to look for noobish players and training them into tough players. As I realized before I knew there are noobish players from Czech.
I found a really talented girl. I immediatelly knew that she is the chosen one for my training. I gave her a new name to start new history of her playing. ^Shenai - girl who was used to fight with staff. I put a single saber into her hands. As our training was proceeding she learned how to love her saber. The bound between us was even stronger than with any previous padawans. I had all the time for her.
One day she thought off her own clan. One with freedom, equality with no ranks. I turned to offer her my services as the webmaster. She agreed. That's everything what I've done so far. It's mid of summer 2006
Even though I am really strong - in therms of average players - I keep training hard and getting more and more aimed and powerful. I built my personal website where anyone who is worth of my training can be signed to me as my padawan.
6. My first Czech clan:
My school started again, it was September 2006. I began to play just with czech players who were newbies with no skills. I founded this klan ^Klan, we just wore ^ as sign of our clan + rank. I met a lot of new ppl, mostly nubs and I recruited them for my clan. The great teaching started. A bad thing was teaching newbies caused I lost my power. I had no challenge among them. Need to say that Stich was still with me.
I made a terrible decision. I gained respect and all players of my clan were looking up to me. But I wanted to be more powerful, more stronger to be better teacher for them. I gave the clan to Stich - to give him some leading skills and changed my name back to Eld!rian. Hehe, I've been using just green saber so far. I started to wander thru all servers looking for a teacher.
7. Loneliness, hopelessness:
The time passed and I didnt manage to find a teacher. Everyone just refused me. I never understood why. Maybe it's my curse since I joined this game. I had some friends in clan called Myth but I realized it died. Well it splitted and one part was a team called Spirits. It was in the middle of Autumn 2006 - I celebrated 1 year in this game. I decided to attend either Spirits or Avalon. Well, I was so close to Spirits but they closed their recruiting 2 days before my test. I was really dissapointed and thought I will never join any clan anymore. Night, days, weeks, time passed by searching for skills, experience. I used to play deep in nights and soon in mornings. Nothing, nothing.
8. New hope (not as the one in Star Wars
)
On night, well it was morning. Who knows what it was. I met this player called Itachi. It was wonderful to watch him fight. Man, I was like "ooooohhh". How I wished he could teach me. We started to talk and it ended with 2 hours of teaching. I cant describe how much he helped me. I really improved just by listening of his attitude etc. I asked where to find a teach. He replied: Find a clan and they will teach you...Which one? Clerics! Check them out. And he gave me link for Clerics forum.
I felt so big loneliness after leaving LHJ, and I really needed a clan. Yes. I put my application to Clerics. And YES! They accepted me. I was so happy when I could set their tag on. It was the first time after being in LHJ when I felt pure happiness.
It was on 8th December 2006. Yes and I love this clan. I love ppl in it. And only I can hope Clerics wont die.
Meanwhile I created new big Czechoslovakian family/clan/team/fellowship. It unites all my national mates into one group and I lead them. And of course
Stich is there by my side. I've trained like 15 padawans to average players so far and I think those kids feel happy in Lotus (the name of it is Lotus). Now still looking for a teacher I have no luck. I have like 1 training per month but at least I'm getting still better.
I was used to play JKA single-player very often. It's my favourite Star Wars game ever. I finished it many times on Jedi Master difficult. I knew every secret section and area and every tricks and cheats. But it started to bore me - I turned to find out what multiplayer mode is.
Whole history of my online-playing began very long time ago. First time I played JKA online was about 2,5 year ago but I had too slow modem. I lagged so awfully that everyone was kicking me out. After a week of playing I gave up.
It took some time till my father bought a new modem - ADSL. It was so fast, well, at least faster than last one. I really entered the game 15 months ago in Autumn 2005. I was really happy - I'll be able to play JKA online! Finally my dream will come true! I was wondering if I'll be able to beat anyone there - in the 'real' game. So I chose my first skin and my green saber with katarn hilt. Need to say I started with Single saber cos I loved it from SP and from movies. I made up my name - Eldirian, it was written with no colours and no alt-codes, actually I didn't had a clue what does these means.
I scoped whole list of servers and I chose {AX} server. I didn't know anything about clans, teams or anything like that. I was total noob as everyone who just joined game for first. I was exactly like one of those noobish, kata users and it was no problem to kill me.
Oh man, how I loved to play it. I was in eager to learn to be better. But I couldn't I didn't have anyone to teach me. No friends, no allies. These weeks were like a horror for me. I had to stand those vulgar names with which skilled players called me. I used to join only AX server - and I liked it so much. There were no lags, non-laming players. I had played for 3 weeks and I went better a bit. I could to attack with more accuracy, I stopped to kata...with these new skills I've started to beat some players. Still so noobish, with even no dream about moves like delay, poke or carthwheel.
I changed my name to Sir_Eldirian (still with no colours - only white) and gave myself an attribute - green saber, I wielded always green saber. Well, sometimes I tried to play with girl model with name Rinoa, but I liked the male one more. As my skills grew as I was getting into a deep layers of players. And that time I've met my first great friend. We had a brilliant duels - our skills were almost the same. It was never certain who will win. That time he wore name (UJ) TiTi ... he was from UJ clan (it died). It was my dream to join his clan, but he responded that UJ is pure French clan and my dream was broken.
We love to fight each other everytime we had met. And TiTi was the one who taught me how to colour my name. I changed it immidiatelly to Eldirian in green. I started to find some new friends. Another my really good friend was ^Archangel. I had met him deep in night when I was training. Pity I lost him, he didn't remember me now. I was wandering around searching for clan to join. I was asking everywhere - nothing, I was too noobish for them.
2. My first clan
My training became really hard with no mercy. I visited AX server everyday and my biggest dream was to join them. I found out that AX is recruting every 1st day of a month. I beat one of AX many times and I told him I want to join them - he responded OK, you're good. Come to try outs I will wait on you to test you. Oh MAN! I was so happy! My dream was so near, so easy to reach.
Good to say is that I was true Jedi, dedicated, loyal, good-hearted and I had a need of friends to teach me.
My D-Day was coming but that time happened something strange. I've met one of my best friend ever on JKA - Mirage. He was playing, full of energy, full of courage. He wore tag: [LHJ]^Mirage (Alpha). I had to attend him in duel. First I asked one thing - If he will accept me to LHJ clan if I will beat him. He laughed and agreed. I was boasting about that I can beat him easily. It was a very challenging talk. He responded that LHJ doesn't accept arrogant and noobish players. And.....I did it! I beat him. So it happened like this - kind of stake and I was in LHJ. I was so proud of my new clan. When I was putting LHJ tag on I was smiling at everyone. I didn't had any rank I was just [LHJ] Eldirian. With Mirage we became close friends. So my carrier in AX clan was gone and I joined unknown clan with no info about it. The ways of fate are unpredictable.
I started to be interested in clan things more. WeeD, the highest leader of LHJ was like a mystic person for me. If I met her in some server, she was speaking only to Mirage. I really envied their relationship as leaders. I wished soo much to be more involved in clan. And one day, after 3 weeks in clan, Mirage came and told me that I can be promoted to Jedi Knight. Mirage, as I said, was my best friend there. The promotion I could get only if I will beat him 3 times of 5 duels. It was a nonsense to try, fooliness - I was too weak for it. But I did it! I beat him 2 times and it was heading to last duel. My nerves were drawing all around. And Mirage did one friendly act - he let me to win, he slowed down, changed style to yellow and I killed him easilly. I didn't mind it I was too happy to tell him he let me win.
As a Jedi Knight I started to train very hard, day-by-day, and my skills came with it. My rank allowed me to recruit new members. I tried it very soon, well too soon. I did many mistakes. I was unexperienced and too dedicated. I did recruited many people, most of them I can't remember now. I was gaining experience in battle really quickly, my power grew up. I did duel Mirage many times, and we did play often, but I won only rarely - his staff was too powerful for me. I was defending LHJ good name everyday I did everything what I could for clan. One day, it was about 3 weeks after promotion to Jedi Knight, WeeD came. I did want to talk to her, she was so secret so closed for me. She said if I want to be a Jedi Master. I said it would be the greatest honour to be so. But it wasn't so simple. I had to persuade her that I am good enough - and of course I wasn't I thought. She promoted me and I was so happy as a new master can be. Wonderful! I love it - [LHJ] Eldirian (JM). As I approached to online servers with this name, they were laughing at me. Master? Lol, he is a noob not a master. It made me very sad and I made up my mind to train everyday, every moment I played. That time I knew almost of techniques - delay was my very favourite. And finally my first very imporatant event I did. I've met person by name of Hao Asakura. He/she (I didn't know) was Czech like me and he was as powerful as I was. And it was my first recruited person which stayed in LHJ and is still my good friend. I didn't know how it happened that he wasn't assigned as my padawan. Oh, I remembered. He was as good as I was so I just couldn't teach him anything new, because I was still too noobish.
3. Being the leader and the LHJ
Time went by and I was enjoying time in clan. Till the time I went to the LHJ forum. I had a new message from WeeD - I was so surprised and confused - any problem with me? I was quite worried. I opened it and saw a invitation to join LHJ clan as an Alpha! My heart beated so fast, I read it again, and again. I can't express my happiness here. I knew that it will be very hard job to be an Alpha. But it was my dream to lead a clan and to do everything for it. First time I came to WeeD as a Alpha I felt like a shy novice. I saw that I did corrupt the relationship between Mirage and WeeD somehow. I didn't know what to do so I was sad and I didn't have anyone to say about my feelings. I didn't stop training till I saw that I can beat all noobs in game.
One day I was playing around with Sinistra. He informed me that he knows player called Stitch who wants to join our clan. I looked at him. I saw some noob guy with staff - one of those I kill everyday. I responded that LHJ doesn't recruit staff noobs. Stitch told me that he's not a noob and that he will start to use single tomorrow. I don't know even now why I recruited him, but I did it. And it happened - I received my first padawan. I was supposed to teach althought I wasn't good enough.
Stitch was young, full of live energy, joking, smiling and so dedicated to learn. Stitch was my 2nd best friend in game. I taught him everything I learned. Then our training gained other face. We both were learning from each other. We were like brothers, twins. We had about 200 duels and kills each other many many times. Stitch and I became powerful, at least more powerful than ever before. And in the end of our training it was an honour to promote him to Jedi Knight. There's a bond which hold us together whatever we do.
As weeks were passing by I gained terrifying abillities - I could do anything. Delay, poke, wiggle and battle carthwheel. However I learned it from my teachers. I've never had a master in that mean of word. One of the most powerful players in the game was teaching me poke and all the other techniques. Without him I would never be so good as I am now. But say the truth I did learn everythin on my own. My effort, my hard self-training. Difficult days of fighting and standing those calling that I am a noob. It was worth for it. All what I've done was for LHJ clan.
I taught my first padawan to Jedi Knight - successfully. The Fate brought to me another good boy. Stello, he was Stitch's friend but he wasn't in LHJ. He was completelly different from Stitch but I got him as my padawan. Stello was, however, one of the the quickest learning padawan ever. I taught him everything in only 20 days - and then he was really hard opponent for me, and I promoted him to Jedi Knight. Stello is one who is our elite battle power. It was my second success, after so many fallen padawans.
4. Midtime in LHJ:
As Christmas approached LHJ clan started to suffer. WeeD, our Alpha, have to go to work to buy new modem for non-stop server. The biggest responsibility was given to myself. I was the only leader online. Mirage was away, he couldn't play JKA. That time I was alone I've realized how hard is to lead clan and I promised myself that I will stay loyal to WeeD forever. Many members saw that something is wrong - some of them left. However, there were persons who supported me. Alienator, our best dualist ever, was encouraging me too. Althought I heard and saw by my own that he was quite strange. I saw something like spying and betraying. And also Mr_LoL was with me quite often, but I don't remember him much. Only one person was with me everyday - Stitch. I can't thank him enough for it, he encouraged me when I was down. He behaved like a true Jedi Master- however he was only Jedi Knight. After bad month and a half I heard WeeD will come back soon - my nightmare was over.
When WeeD returned it was like start of Spring. Everything grew back again - she is like an angel for LHJ. No WeeD - no LHJ. I was very glad to see her again. Since that time we've became closer friends. I found her sad and discouragede and so I told her my promise to be with LHJ to the end of it. LHJ was turning to better situation. Stitch deserved the final promotion - he is Jedi Master now. Mr_LoL got a promotion too - we've had two Masters so far. Third is Apocalypse, but he isn't with us since November and I really miss him. I'll keep one place for him forever. Bad new was that Alienator left us to form a new clan - The Werewolves.
Time passed by far more quicker and happier - our relationship as leaders with WeeD grew up to the highest co-operation, now we are solving clan problems in Alpha Council. Before 3 weeks happened one of the biggest strike to my heart. My best friend Mirage left our clan. It was followed by stange circumstances. And if you're there Mirage and reading this I tell you - I will not forget about you. You are the one who deserved that I am what I am. Only thing I can say here is Thank you. I was astounded for 2 days totally. It's better now, but there's still a wound in my heart.
In these times I slowed down my activity and started to care about small amount of padawans making them very good members and fighters. One of my best is Lucian. One of the most loyal members, help-giver, encouraging, trusting friend. I cant say nothing but thank you, Lucian.
As some time passed by some difficulties and personal troubles occured. WeeD had hard personal problems and I had some, too. All the members knew it and started to get worried. And they were right. We had some misunderstanding caused by opposite opinions. I didn't have any choice but leave my beloved clan. I can't type here what I felt but those ones who knows me will understand me for sure.
For the end I'd like to say only one thing LHJ was my first home and I loved it so much.
5. Finding new goal:
It was May 2006. Well, my situation looked really gravy. Thrown away by myself to lonelyness. But I still had all of my friends who stayed in LHJ clan. It took many weeks to realize it's just a part of my history and I have to live on. What was my situation like? I was a leader, with worthy experience and skills, trained many players and was more than average fighter. I received some offers from other powerful clans to join them with honor ranks. I refused.
There is no better clan than LHJ is(actually it died as soon as I left - I was the gathering power). So I turned back to my old dream. To be a great skilled and wise teacher. I started to look for noobish players and training them into tough players. As I realized before I knew there are noobish players from Czech.
I found a really talented girl. I immediatelly knew that she is the chosen one for my training. I gave her a new name to start new history of her playing. ^Shenai - girl who was used to fight with staff. I put a single saber into her hands. As our training was proceeding she learned how to love her saber. The bound between us was even stronger than with any previous padawans. I had all the time for her.
One day she thought off her own clan. One with freedom, equality with no ranks. I turned to offer her my services as the webmaster. She agreed. That's everything what I've done so far. It's mid of summer 2006
Even though I am really strong - in therms of average players - I keep training hard and getting more and more aimed and powerful. I built my personal website where anyone who is worth of my training can be signed to me as my padawan.
6. My first Czech clan:
My school started again, it was September 2006. I began to play just with czech players who were newbies with no skills. I founded this klan ^Klan, we just wore ^ as sign of our clan + rank. I met a lot of new ppl, mostly nubs and I recruited them for my clan. The great teaching started. A bad thing was teaching newbies caused I lost my power. I had no challenge among them. Need to say that Stich was still with me.
I made a terrible decision. I gained respect and all players of my clan were looking up to me. But I wanted to be more powerful, more stronger to be better teacher for them. I gave the clan to Stich - to give him some leading skills and changed my name back to Eld!rian. Hehe, I've been using just green saber so far. I started to wander thru all servers looking for a teacher.
7. Loneliness, hopelessness:
The time passed and I didnt manage to find a teacher. Everyone just refused me. I never understood why. Maybe it's my curse since I joined this game. I had some friends in clan called Myth but I realized it died. Well it splitted and one part was a team called Spirits. It was in the middle of Autumn 2006 - I celebrated 1 year in this game. I decided to attend either Spirits or Avalon. Well, I was so close to Spirits but they closed their recruiting 2 days before my test. I was really dissapointed and thought I will never join any clan anymore. Night, days, weeks, time passed by searching for skills, experience. I used to play deep in nights and soon in mornings. Nothing, nothing.
8. New hope (not as the one in Star Wars
)On night, well it was morning. Who knows what it was. I met this player called Itachi. It was wonderful to watch him fight. Man, I was like "ooooohhh". How I wished he could teach me. We started to talk and it ended with 2 hours of teaching. I cant describe how much he helped me. I really improved just by listening of his attitude etc. I asked where to find a teach. He replied: Find a clan and they will teach you...Which one? Clerics! Check them out. And he gave me link for Clerics forum.
I felt so big loneliness after leaving LHJ, and I really needed a clan. Yes. I put my application to Clerics. And YES! They accepted me. I was so happy when I could set their tag on. It was the first time after being in LHJ when I felt pure happiness.
It was on 8th December 2006. Yes and I love this clan. I love ppl in it. And only I can hope Clerics wont die.
Meanwhile I created new big Czechoslovakian family/clan/team/fellowship. It unites all my national mates into one group and I lead them. And of course
Stich is there by my side. I've trained like 15 padawans to average players so far and I think those kids feel happy in Lotus (the name of it is Lotus). Now still looking for a teacher I have no luck. I have like 1 training per month but at least I'm getting still better.
